Dear Granddaddy,

'Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams, waiting to say, I miss you, I'm so sorry."

I dont know how to say this, or how to even comprehend you being gone..you've just disappeared.

I miss you so much Granddaddy.
It's unfair.
I dont know how to forgive you for your past, even if I want too.

You hurt the most important people in my life, my grandma dying of breast cancer, what are you doing? Your running around with Sam, some 18 year old golddigger, who only wanted your money at the time. Grandma cared about you, she wanted you, and needed you, granddady she needed you! How could you just leave her? How could you just forget about her, and forget about your marriage, COMMITMENT, is a word you never understood.
And what about my poor daddy? He loves you, and now he is qulity because you pushed him away you brought this, not him! You promised him you wouldnt marry her, that you two could open a restraunt together, be business partners.
Then what happened?
Oh yah, you married Sam, and she became your partner. AND in this process, she destroyed the Parkway, and took all your money.
I can't understand any of this granddaddy.
I just want you back, even if I feel all this hatred, you still deserved a better life.
Death was the best thing that has happened in 20 years, and thats saying alot.
I hope the pain is gone, and that you are with my grandma, and that she is a stronger woman and forgives you, and maybe one day I will too.

I miss you granddaddy,
I love you,
-your granddaughter,
Laura