hello darlings.

so yah i havent written in forever, ive been sick with a sore throat and fever. yuck.

i missed three days of school and i am gonna have alot of homework. im going back tomorrow and i realllly dont want to go. i hate that stupid ass school. im tired of conforming to that ignorant old man's wishes.

i miss my bestfriend. i hardly see her anymore it seems. im probably going to only see her at school, if even that.. she moved out and now is living with jimmy, jayme and alex. i miss them too. i wish i could live with them but i cant because im to young and my parents are paranoid and overprotected. they won't let me stay the night over there with them. i dont understand why, it really pisses me off because they are holding me from her it seems. they always put her down, and now that she has moved out, its all i hear about. "shes just 16 laura, shes making a stupid decision." well hmm guess what mom and dad, stop crying to me about it! im not madelynn, i will stand behind whatever she does because she is indeed my bestfriend.

so yah my life is going up in smoke once again. i dont know what to do anymore.
i cant be myself because apperently thats looked down upon at school, i cant have a piercing in my nose, and my bright clothes make me stand out to much so the students dont really like me.

so i guess ill talk to you tomorrow or whatever..cant wait for hell to begin.

lovee youu
-lauralovee